dear you

dear you...
the one who wear my pillow yesterday night...
I really love you so much
I know how stupid I'm to say this thing
but
even you dont like me back
I still love you so much
I dont know why
I just realize that this feeling got bigger everyday
I really want to stop this feeling

and now ... I just sitting and hug that pillow
I was so stupid :(
How it can be happen?
its just happen suddenly
God please help me
please let him to know this feeling
please let him to feel this feeling to me...
this is my big hope
I dont want to be hopeless anymore like before
I just want him, to be mine start from today and forever, until we die and life after this...
God
Please....